Conviction

When words you read resonate with you and sink deep into your heart, action is inevitable.

If you find yourself a bit overwhelmed or irritated, it’s a sign that you’re spending less time with God and more time with this world.

I saw this message today on a friend's instagram page.  It was as if someone swung a 2x4 right upside my head with those words attached to it.

I feel as though I've been so distracted lately.  There are numerous things on my mind and I find myself trying to figure out how to fix them, instead of taking time to pray and give my concerns to God.  I also find myself spending a lot of time on facebook, instagram and then relying on my own thoughts and ideas to make sense of my life.

Sometimes I feel stuck.  I take a couple of steps forward, and then feel this tug from behind that yanks me several steps back.  Usually I am not deeply affected when that happens.

There are some days, however....

How is it that the faith which grounds me, steadies me and strengthens me feels so far removed?  Why do the promises escape me?  Where are those verses I've memorized, and how come it is so hard for me to bring them to mind?

Time.  Passing quickly like water flowing downstream.  Slowly moving like a snail creeping along a hot sidewalk on a summer day.  Time.  Too much spent on mindless distractions.  Not enough spent on meaningful interactions and time with my Lord.

I am convicted.  I know what I need to do.  I will put aside the things that take my mind to places that aren't Christ-like.  I will believe God over man.  I will trust in His guidance, rather than be so prideful to think that my way is better.  I choose to walk in faith, knowing that everything I experience and feel is part of His plan.

Irritation, frustration, lack of energy, stress, doubt and worry have no place in me.  I claim joy, peace and a renewed relationship with Christ right now in Jesus' name. 

Amen!