Back to life, back to reality....

busiest.week.ever.

stretched.very.thin.

i.feel.tired.


Wow!!  What a busy, exciting, confusing, exhausting, unpredictable, emotional, frustrating, funny, sad, happy and incredible week this has been for me.  I've been back to work for almost 2 weeks now, and I am ready for the routine to kick in so I can find some normalcy in my often hectic world.  This summer I had more time for running and exercising, and I am definitely missing that a lot.  I need to figure out a new workout schedule soon since I am once again juggling full time work as an Autism Paraprofessional at the Elementary School, along with being a wife and mommy.  It is a rewarding job, and I love it tremendously.  It also makes me realize how much I need my Lord to make it work! 

I'm sure many of you are thinking, "You just had the summer off!  Why are you complaining?"  First off, I'm not complaining, I'm just here to express some feelings that are swirling around in my brain.  While I did enjoy some time off from work, I am never "off."  I am always thinking of my family and my responsibilities there, and trying to do the best I can to help my sweet  husband and kids know how much I love and appreciate them.  Also, if you could shadow me for a day at my job, you'd be pleading for some down time to refuel and refresh yourself to come back and be able to give your all to the kids in your care.

I am especially realizing how meaningful my relationship with God is after some time spent reflecting today.  He is the source of my strength, and He does give me rest when I am weary.  I have so much to be thankful for, and I know how important it is to praise Him, even as I feel unsure about events that are happening in my life, and all around me.

I am encouraged this evening in so many ways.  I have a supportive, loving, encouraging family who bring me complete joy and fulfill all my dreams of what a family should be.  I have faithful friends who understand me and help me through the crazy days.  I am able to work in a school that truly feels like an extension of my own family.  I work with children who show me the need for love, grace, mercy, understanding, guidance, encouragement, perseverance and patience daily.  All of these things remind me of my sweet Jesus, who ties it all together in love, embracing me and refilling me with all I need to rise  up and give my all each day.

Thank You, Lord, for always being faithful to me.  Thank You for Your Son, who lives in me and shows me the way.  Lead me along the path You have for me, for I only strive to please You and to do Your will.  Whatever that means, I am ready and willing. 


jesus.is.mine.

i.am.blessed.

my.life.is.amazing.